I need help with my mental-wellbeing:

2021.09.27 21:44 blizzard_is_lanky I need help with my mental-wellbeing:

Pretty much I'm single, and it's very hard for me to accept it and to ignore it. This is a problem because I don't want the thought to come up to me every time and kill my mood. For instance, I can hang out with friends and have an amazing time with them (be happy), but when I come home, I think to myself that I'm single, I'm alone and have nobody. I don't want to think that way, but the thought is always stuck to me, and it haunts me. I'm wondering if anyone used to have this or is it just me, and if someone has(d) it, I would appreciate some advice.
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2021.09.27 21:44 TheDrugInUrVeins Late night rant.

it's about 3.45 am. I'm on my bed, thinking about answers that I do not even have a question to. I don't know what's my purpose in this world. why am I even here, when all my generation has done, is suffer? why do I always face a block when a question of my own appears in front of me? why can't I solve me? I'm a own mystery to myself, and if I actually need to utilize myself, I need to know myself, which I cannot. as time flies by, we personally grow mentally, and psychologically. I do not seem to understand this concept, in fact, I'm losing track of things as time passes. I forget who am I, why are we here, what's really going on in this entire fucking world. I want answers to which I do not have questions, I want redemption, but I do not possess anything to redeem myself. gaining knowledge covers my entire brain with fog, as if my brain signals me that I shouldn't know too much for my age. why so, why shouldn't I get to know more about things when I've experienced them directly or indirectly? am I sure that it is my brain which is avoiding everything? or is it my conscience, avoiding to know the truth, just to hide from all the emotions? I don't even know what is this and why am I even typing this, and I don't even know if I'm lost or if I should seek for help. I'm stuck between a see saw, not being able to choose which side should I take. both have their own benefits and risks, but either don't satisfy me. and if life continues to test me forever like this, I don't think I will notice a major change in me, in fact, I'll never get rid of my destiny forever. I'll be clinging to it, seeking it forever. I can never see a clear light in the dark tunnel.
I summarized this and I feel like a child. I don't have any experience of how I should express my thoughts. This is complete bullshit. I'm sorry for wasting your precious time, trying to figure this out.
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2021.09.27 21:44 ceedee2017 Over 30 hospitalized and a dozen fined for HOCO gatherings

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2021.09.27 21:44 ResidentSmartass Is There a Name for This Debate Tactic?

It's a specific type of goalpost-moving that I see often in Reddit arguments where the person losing the argument will gradually make their replies less detailed and more surface-level as the argument wears on. They'll try to broaden the scope of the argument until they reach a point where they can make it seem like they've won the debate.
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2021.09.27 21:44 FARHAN4700 About Vergil

According to lore,which vergil is the real one:The playable vergil or the boss vergil?
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2021.09.27 21:44 IWasteHumanSeconds Youtube deleted the "Ooooh Ernesto" video, does anyone have a link to a reupload of it?

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2021.09.27 21:44 MdNursyazwi Bandits kill 22 Nigerian security personnel, local politician says

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2021.09.27 21:44 the_finnomenon [NEWS] Critically Ashamed: Watching and reviewing bad Netflix movies so you don't have to

I know this is basically the antithesis of this subreddit but hear me out! Me and my friends have been doing a podcast (Critically Ashamed) for over a year now where we review a bad Netflix movie every week. There have been a few decent ones that have slipped through but I believe we have one of the most thorough collections of bad Netflix movies on the whole internet. The great John Elway said, "I've experienced the highest of highs and lowest of lows. I think to really appreciate anything you have to be at both ends of the spectrum." Heed Johnny boy's advice, take a break from riding the best of train and come laugh through the pain with us here in the deep, dark, rotten tomato ridden abyss.
Here's our anchor link but it is available in all the popular podcast clients.
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2021.09.27 21:44 RR-Drawings Never do it. Ever. Your hands cannot stop the chains

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2021.09.27 21:44 Capital-Transition-5 I'm trying to figure out the Mbti of the guy I'm seeing. This is his Big Five score - 73% open, 65% conscientious, 60% extraverted, 94% agreeable and 35% neurotic. Any ideas?

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2021.09.27 21:44 GUCCICHEESECLOTH Looking for a Job!

Hi everyone! I've been learning data science tools (SQL, python, advanced Excel, google data studios) for about two years now, and have just started looking for a job in data. I've worked in traditional education for over ten years, and none of my work is, overall, EXPLICITLY data-focused(although I've built dashboards and lead data-gathering and processing work).

I'm thinking of trying to get into EdTech or trying to find work with a district or a charter school network. I'm continuing to take courses online at my own pace when I can, but I'm having some trouble getting my foot in the door in a data role. Any suggestions on what I should do to improve my chances on. the job market? Does anyone know of any companies or organizations that like a profile like mine? Any help would be truly, truly appreciated!
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2021.09.27 21:44 eruiz_aerial ITAP of a car on a sunny day

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2021.09.27 21:44 BlondeSenpai 26 [M4F] NYC - Nerdy Convos and More

Hello, I'm a 26 year old nerdy dude living in New York City. I'm mainly looking for someone who I can vibe with and develop a relationship from it. I'm primarily looking at NYC and the areas around it (northeast US). For how I look, I'm 6 feet tall, have dark blonde hair (like my username), in good shape and wear glasses. We can swap pics once we start talking.
I like doing all sorts of stuff like cooking, music, playing video/ board games, watching anime/general animation, reading books/manga, exercising, looking at good memes, eating good pizza, traveling and exercising. When the weather is nice, I like going to the outdoors and enjoy walking around the city. There is so many great things here and love to find new food here. I've definitely developed my cooking skills these last few months. I've been cooking much more and the results have turned pretty well! For music, I like listening to all kinds but have been listening to indie rock, synthwave and alt rock recently. Recently, I've been playing more Zelda games as I would want to play the whole series. Currently started playing Link's Awakening which has been good!
Thanks for reading my post and feel free to give me a message or chat!
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2021.09.27 21:44 AnimalAbject5595 Mariya Mahaliova

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2021.09.27 21:44 Phooboos iPhone 13 Pro Teardown [iFixit]

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2021.09.27 21:44 MdNursyazwi Russia's Navalny nominated for EU rights prize

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2021.09.27 21:44 FrontpageWatch2020 [#12|+11745|274] Today I visited the tunnel where Rickroll was filmed [r/mildlyinteresting]

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2021.09.27 21:44 lyingcorn Anyone else find it quite ironic that they say this and use the puzzle piece at the same time?

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2021.09.27 21:44 trcytony PLATO-XL: Exploring the Large-scale Pre-training of Dialogue Generation

Abstract: To explore the limit of dialogue generation pre-training, we present the models of PLATO-XL with up to 11 billion parameters, trained on both Chinese and English social media conversations. To train such large models, we adopt the architecture of a unified transformer with high computation and parameter efficiency. In addition, we carry out multi-party aware pre-training to better distinguish the characteristic information in social media conversations. With such designs, PLATO-XL successfully achieves superior performances as compared to other approaches in both Chinese and English chitchat. We further explore the capacity of PLATO-XL on other conversational tasks, such as knowledge grounded dialogue and task-oriented conversation. The experimental results indicate that PLATO-XL obtains state-of-the-art results across multiple conversational tasks, verifying its potential as a foundation model of conversational AI.
Paper link: https://arxiv.org/abs/2109.09519
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2021.09.27 21:44 WeirdCityRecords [SOLD] THUG #2090 for 70 SOL!

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2021.09.27 21:44 Gadulf Quite a bit of loot (1 pumpkin moon)

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2021.09.27 21:44 GlitteringBuy Great to see Tiffany Lynch @PFEW_Tiff from Leics Police at launch of Labour Friends of the Police. Crime, safety & anti social behaviour are huge issues in Leicester West & our local police deserve our thanks & support. Thanks too, to @HollyLynch5 for this excellent initiative

Great to see Tiffany Lynch @PFEW_Tiff from Leics Police at launch of Labour Friends of the Police. Crime, safety & anti social behaviour are huge issues in Leicester West & our local police deserve our thanks & support. Thanks too, to @HollyLynch5 for this excellent initiative submitted by GlitteringBuy to LabourPartyUK [link] [comments]

2021.09.27 21:44 androtshirt Mushroom dosage for a lightweight's first time

I am looking to try magic mushrooms this Thursday for the first time and my only other experience with drugs has been pot. Typically, a pinch hitter is enough to have me too high to function and two pinch hitters will get me greened out. If I smoke everyday 1 grams will last me a month or so. That being said, I assume that I probably should not take an average dose for my first time. From what I understand, a low dose of mushrooms is a about a gram, medium is about 1.75 and a heavy dose is about 3 grams. I would like to have the effects of a medium dose but im worried that if I take 1.75 grams I'll overshoot it and get way too high. I am 20, ftnb and about 155lbs. Does anyone have recommendations on how many grams i should take or how?
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2021.09.27 21:44 minorsecond GIS Consulting Firm Work/Life Balance?

I have an interview in a few days with a GIS consulting firm that works with the federal government. I'm wanting to leave my current job because the work/life balance has started to go bad and we consistently have last minute urgent deadlines pop up.
Is it true that consulting firms typically have pretty bad work/life balance? Maybe since they do work for the government, the deadlines won't be so last minute?
I'm trying to think of tactful ways to asking during the interview but am coming up blank. Any ideas?
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